but her thoughts wont let her hit rewind

I suck. Life has been busy. Blogging has fallen by the way side behind moving, flickring and drinking. So here we go with the updates coz I cant stand another email from someone thinking they are doing me a justice by informing me that I am lazy. Because this is something I have never realised myself!!! (But the emails can continue, please... Makes me feel special :) )

First off we have rented our little home out and moved in with my Big Sis and Potato Head. So far it has been lots of fun. Fairly relaxing but with a large dash of rum thrown in for good measure.

I have made a huge decision to put on hold my number one love for a little while. As much as this is beyond painful and heartbreaking for me I just don’t believe things can keep going on as they have been over the past few weeks. It is not only taking a toll my own mental state but my work life is being affected and things are getting a bit over my head. Or more to the point over my belt buckle. Rum is making me bloated and bellied. So much so that I have decided to have a few days off it so I can slim down just in time for my binge with Elisha this weekend. We need to look half decent so we can rag on our boyfriends and not be ugly while doing it!

I have started going to a solarium to get rid of a skin thing on my shoulders. It seems to be making my hands very attractive and brown but alas the rest of me still looks like a pasty Pom :(

In all my life right now is consisting of work, rum, reading, flickring, Photoshop, point and shoot, rum, rarararara SHUT UP rarara, poker and a little bit of rum to top it all off. Tonight will be painful. I want a rum :( ... Luckily I have half a bottle of baileys in the fridge and some vodka waiting on ice. Life isn’t always a bitch.